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Day 28~~After taking a much needed nap, I am feeling more like myself. Today was a day of forward progress that ended with a huge distraction. I found myself upset and angry with another realtor that questioned my integrity. Instead of continuing activity that would produce income for me and my family I found myself thinking of retribution! Not exactly the best use of my time and it definitely got me off of the high I had from events earlier today. It took me a few hours and a nap (lol) to figure out that I dont know this other agent and I dont know her personal situation and that I’m sure there are many reasons as to why she lashed out at me that had nothing to do with me! So I decided to keep it professional and put out the fire for her on the bridge she had started to burn! I forgave myself for wasting time on this today and forgave her as well. I made a decision to move on and allow her to be who she is…I am proud of myself for that, being a taurus we have reputations lol that I will not elaborate on!
Focusing on the journey that I am on made me realize what I need to be concerned with. I took out my goals and started reviewing them to see where I am on the road and liked what I saw! Funny how some written goals can give you some clarity about what opportunities to invest your time in and which to just let pass on by you. Some of the fog has lifted on my road and I can start to see more of my path and it feels very good! Being with the man I love doesnt hurt either!-) Can’t wait to reconnect with my family while I am down here…
Peace and abundance!
Forest Park, St. Louis, MO
Day 30~~Spending time with family is priceless and today I got to spend time with two people who had a strong influence in my life-my grandparents. I have never brought anyone ‘home’ to meet my grandparents until today and the visit went extremely well! It’s always nice when you can surprise the people you love with an unexpected visit especially those that are wiser than you. I am blessed to have both of my grandparents alive who by the way have been married since 1946! I have learned a lot about relationships just by their living example and now that I’m older it is amazing to me just how much wisdom is stored in their minds! I also had the opportunity to spend some time with one of my cousins who is a lot like me and she helped me out by trimming my hair that was seriously in need of it lol. There is something “centering” about going home. My spirit feels full right now going back to the place where I spent so much time as a child…I have missed Beaumont, TX!
Go home and enjoy your family it will do you some good!
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St. Louis Zoo
Day 25~~What is it that makes you unique? What is it that distinguishes you out from the crowd? Who are you supposed to pollinating? nourishing? What seeds have others planted that you need to be watering? Have you tended to your own field lately? If you sabatoge your own harvest how are you supposed to feed yourself and your family/community? What do you say or see when you look in the mirror? are you attracting your reflection to you everyday?
Just some thoughts I had on my mind I decided to share….today was a productive day that ended with my mother helping me get back to my roots literally lol! I am now back to my natural hair extension free! I am about to visit my boyfriend and he is looking forward to touching my soft, wild, untouched hair! I am very excited about seeing him I truly feel that I have found a soul tie within him that my spirit recognized immediately…he calms my soul and thats what this workaholic girl needs!
I am feeling open and free to recieve what Source wants me too and I am constantly looking to be lead on this exciting journey that I am on…have a great evening I have some packing to do! Peace and abundance!
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Lincoln Memorial Garden, Springfield, IL
When looking for a Compatible mate to SHARE LOVE with, I’ve found that looking for ANYTHING to DISQUALIFY a person can be AS DETRIMENTAL AS looking for ANYTHING to QUALIFY a person. When it comes to people in my life, having too much FEAR is the same as having too much FAITH in them. There’s always some form of misunderstanding in over / under applying one’s personal Values and Idealogy when it comes to developing COMPATIBLE COMPANIONSHIP with someone.
Within the human heart / spirit / core is a fluctuation of polarities between seemingly contradictory extremes. And yet it desires stability / predictibility / black / white /clarity / consistency FROM OTHER hearts / spirits / cores that it CANNOT control. Isn’t it all so IRONIC…….
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Day 23~~Forgiving others is highly recommended not for the one that offended you but for your own health and spiritual well-being. Forgiving YOURSELF is also just as important if not more important than that! People have a tendency to be able to let go easier when it comes to others but can be brutal on themselves.
I’m sure a lot of resolutions were made a few weeks ago where are you on those? My resolutions were plenty and detailed and dated. As we are now past the traditional “21 days to make a habit” timeline (if you started on the first), some things on your list should be done without much effort on your part. My focus is becoming a real business owner this year not just playing one. Focus and determination are two attributes I have in spades right now. Being highly motivated will do that to you but I have to step back and realize some things I did that may have set myself up to fail…
I am forgiving myself for not posting a blog entry every day like I promised myself and cyberland…it happened twice this week that I was so exhausted from hustling that I fell asleep and remembered upon waking in the middle of the night that I forgot. I have chosen to believe that anyone that is reading these blogs from day 1 knows my intentions and what I am striving for to be of pure heart, soul, and mind. The missed days are and have been made up. Being accountable to yourself just may be one of the hardest things to do.
I am forgiving myself for not exercising everyday, for not reading my inspirational book everyday, not reviewing my goals everday, and most importantly not communicating with my Source everyday. Just because the weather is not ideal for my Godwalks doesn’t mean that I can neglect that connection and feel that I will have clear direction. That is being corrected immediately. My laser focus on business right now has put out of focus everything else and that is not the way to go..at least for me anyway. Feeling off kilter doesnt encourage me at all, in fact I realize I am sabotaging myself that way.
The goals that I set were quite ambitious and were set to push myself out of my comfort zone. I do realize now that all of those goals can and will be accomplished-just not all at the same time!-) The information that I need to progress this year is being attracted to me very quickly and I am excited about it! Your path may not be a straight and narrow road. The universe is using my written road map (yes goals need to be written down) to guide me on this journey and I feel as long as I stay open to whatever form it may take to materialize then I am already a success! Peace and abundance! http://journeyismypurpose.tumblr.com/ http://msrelady.com/
Japanese Garden, Missouri Botanical Garden, St. Louis, MO
Day 24~~Posted by Oceanofmind thank you for the inspiration for my post today!
Blessed are they who give
without expecting even thanks in return,
for they shall be abundantly rewarded.Blessed are they who translate
every good thing they know into action,
for ever higher truths shall be revealed unto them.Blessed are they who do God’s will
without asking to see results,
for great shall be their recompense.Blessed are they who love and trust their fellow beings,
for they shall reach the good in people and
receive a loving response.Blessed are they who have seen reality, for they know
that not the garment of clay but that which activates
the garment of clay is real and indestructible.Blessed are they who see the change we call death
as a liberation from the limitation of this earth-life,
for they shall rejoice with their loved ones
who make the glorious transition.Blessed are they who after dedicating their lives
and thereby receiving a blessing, have the courage and faithto surmount the difficulties of the path ahead,
for they shall receive a second blessing.Blessed are they who advance toward the spiritual path
without the selfish motive of seeking inner peace,
for they shall find it.Blessed are they who instead of trying to
batter down the gates of the kingdom of heaven
approach them humbly and lovingly and purified,
for they shall pass right through.peace pilgrim’s beatitudes - mildred norman (via oceanofmind)
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Japanese Garden, Missouri Botanical Garden, St. Louis, MO
In his narrow, malicious way, Pat Robertson is making a First Commandment argument: when the God of Israel thunders from his mountaintop that “you shall have no other gods before me,” he means it. This God rains down disaster—floods and so forth—on those who disobey.
But Robertson’s is a fundamentalist view. It’s so unkind and self-righteous—and deaf, dumb, and blind to centuries of theological discourse on suffering by thinkers from Augustine to Elie Wiesel—that one might easily call it backward. Every Western religious tradition teaches that mortals have no way of counting or weighing another’s sin. “If that happened to the Haitians because they’re so sinful, then why hasn’t it happened to him?” retorts Bart Ehrman, a Bible scholar at the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill.
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Miller on the theology of suffering. (via newsweek) If you don’t think that every second of every day The Devil is not tormenting Pat Robertson, then you don’t understand how life works. The Devil is wearing Pat Robertson like a glove and making him say what ever he likes. You can take that to the bank. (via tanya77) (via msrelady) |
Day 22~~Reflecting on the many emotions I have experienced today. I started off very angry about a man that does not matter to me and never will, and I allowed those feelings to continue through out most of the day. My purpose in the future is to not start my day with those kind of emotions coloring my most productive time of the day!
I am getting prepared for a weekend of purging things that are no longer of use to me whether it be clothes, knicknacks, educational materials, or even files on my laptop! There is this persistent gnawing within me to let go of a lot of stuff (physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual)! So I am going to go with the flow!
Do what you can to support relief efforts to Haiti! Peace and abundance!
Cumberland Falls Resort State Park, Corbin, KY
